September 2010
46 posts
I made this tumblr to 'start over' but obviously I...
Today is not a bad day, but it sucks so bad.
trying so hard to stay positive. trying so hard not to care.
I'm not sure, but I am pretty sure I got really...
you broke me and you’re far away and you don’t...
Laying in bed, I hear my roommate wake up and get ready for work. Him and his girlfriend leave to take the septa. She goes home and he goes to work. They ride the train together until whoevers stop is up first. As I hear them I think about how much I just want that. How I wish I had someone to wake up to again-But not just anyone. How it would be nice to have someone to sit next to on the train....
Everything is so sad and I'm hopeless.
I just want to feel like myself again.
Everything now is just a downgrade.
No longer remaining hopeful or optimistic about ‘it’. What’s the point? Songs don’t remind me of you as much, anymore. Of course I still think about everything, it’s a full time tenet of my brain. But I’m starting to forget your face. But I’ll always remember your hands and the chest I layed my head on. I don’t know if I hate these feelings or if...
August 2010
21 posts
What's so wrong with me?
I wish someone didn’t hurt you to the point where you can’t help but hurt everyone else because i think you and me would be good together. I wish you wouldn’t put this distance between us and I wish there wasn’t a distance between us and I wish I could believe you when you tell me you care about me. One day I won’t be waiting for you because I will realize you will...
I still miss you.
Immensely.